part of life~

Day 1 - 11 may : pay road tax + pay high electric bil + phone bil + Doctor fees ( the personal doctor cant help me much in my skin allergy)

Day 2 - 12 may : It's very hot in the afternoon, I reverse car and bang it myself cost rm500

Day3 - 13 may : it's heavy rain in the afternoon and i forgot close window when i went out for class in the morning, come back at 10pm,my hse get flooded, sofa, lamp n etc . clean all the mess.. the most exp. thing to near the window, desktopPC get spoil and sent to repair

Day 4 - 14 may ; ma motoralla phone get spoil in the middle of mid9.

damm sui the whole week

2nd Week

I use my spare phone 7 years old nokia 7250 ( ma 1st phone ) and she get in sleeping mode too...
I forced to buy new phone ( cost me alot)


3rd week

I driving in the middle of road to college in morning. and My car broke down suddenly, sent to repair ( cost much much )

my new notebook just bought in CNY suddenly spoil too.. get repair and change LCD screen in warranty ( take me alot of time to fix the mess)



end of may. i Tot i have cured by the curse..

damm..6th june. the nightmare just began.

I bang a mercedes-benz 320 last night..
this time really cost thousand and thousand....



I'm tired, sad, lonely..


how could this always happen ..
i make my mistake , i'm no way to run...i just wanna to screaAMmmmmmm
how could this happen to me............

不在乎天長地久，只是想曾经拥有

Before" previous time
I'm actually got everything in my life, the most important thing.
But I feel like din't get anything.
I'm dint' appreciate the thing I have. I'm regret after

After" Now
I'm seem like get everything, pursue dream upgrade myself daily.
Everything seem perfect.
Actually I dint' get anything much
Meaning of life. Why, How and When...

Before and After..Hahaha.. that's funny

You are the people who get everything and .. .. nothing.
Tony stack

翻着我们的照片 想念若隐若现
去年的夏天 我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸 对着我说再见
来不及听见 你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我 也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过 请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我

就算是我不懂 能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口
请你回头 我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果 我也能够承受
我知道你的痛 是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容 沉默是因为包容
如果要走 请你记得我
如果难过 请你忘了我

I Ｄｏｎｔ ｌｏｖｅ ｙｏｕ

Well, when you go
Don't ever think i'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing i dont know
So take your gloves off and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like i did
Yesterday"

Sometimes i cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you outta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up

Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whoa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like it did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love
Like i love you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like i loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like i loved you
Yesterday

Thank you for being this gentle

Thank you for being this gentle

I wait quietly as I touch love

My two hands are actually trembling at the same time

But what can I give you?

I am just someone that she has forgotten

My heart has been swept away

I will plant you in my heart

Maybe there will be a day

When a dream will grow again

I don’t know

I don’t understand

I don’t want it

Why

My heart?

I know I want to get closer

But I’m still lonely at dawn

I don’t know

I don’t understand

I don’t want it

Why

My heart?

The elegance of love

Is still during lonliness

I will give you my best love

Again

Thank you for being this gentle

The smile of a lighted candle

Only warmth

Can calm my cold winter

Still haven’t decided where to go

I can’t promise you to be with me

Scared that you will become me

I will plant you in my heart

Maybe there will be a day

When a dream will grow again

最深的爱是放手

虽然可以放弃一段感情，却不能拒绝一份回忆。我们快乐的微笑，留在相片上，也永远留在心底里。好想念你哦。。。